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hrmz... so much pondering to do. last night i wrote down everything in my diary that has been on my mind lately.. and i didn`t even finish cuz my hand hurt, and there was just too much to be written !! i`m seriously doubting the strength and purpose of one of my closest friendships. so many damn questions... and no one to answer them. also another person has completely left my life because of some sticky situation... feels like shiet...everyone in my life is SO important to me... but sometimes i hurt them w/o even realizing wut im doing. maybe its cuz i hide my feelings so much. then ppl get the impression that i`m invincible or something... insensitive and inhumanly strong. thats not true at all. and now my closest friend thinks the same, wen i thought she should kno better than to judge me like that. i don`t even show myself wut i`m really feeling.. a few days ago i read over my old journal and diary from 4th grade and up, and it just made me break down and cry to see how much pain my little elementary/middle school self was going through... how low that grl felt because of wut her mom did to her. and even tho things are different now, it has still done its damage and bittered my heart... and i seriously want to heal it all... but how?? where to start?? urg... any advice is greatly appreciated...
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oOo wuz crackin? soooo many pix!!! yerp... all the grls went to my house on friday to chill... and EAT... haha mostly eat. dont yoo all jus looove my house cuz i have the best food ^.^ talking and bonding over some good old krn soul food wit kimchee on top... ah nothing better x] ok well we had much fun wit the webcam, but guess wut!! NONE OF THEM ARE WORKING!!!! help please... they are really nice pix and i`m sure u want to see them x] 

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thats all folks x] i`ll be taking yoo all out to dinner for girl`s night out soon... maybe this weekend. yay!! but start saving cuz i prolly don`t have enough to feed all yoo pigs ^.^

*suenesss <3

___[o1.21.o4 thurrrsday]___

hrmz... thinking bout many things lately. sue is becoming so intellectual and shmart =]

//straight outta my heart//
erica: so sorry!!!! im really guilty plz find it in ure heart to forgive me and lara/lily/soo <3
//mee ahn heh jungha yah =[ //

EXAMS ARE OVER DAMN RIGHTTTTT
5 day weekend now HEHE =D

oOo song of the moment drumrollllll --->
by my side - deestylistic
look im sure u all heard dis before!

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im ur lady, ur my man
ill do everything i can
just to keep yoo in my arms all night
boy i need yoo by my side
cause ever since we first
locked eyes visualizing all the dreams inside
makes me sit around `nd realize
boy ur love is just so right
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ah... good song *tear*

*suenesss

___[12.31.o3 wednesday]___

hey you! yes it is time for an update =] so heres wut happened in my life so far...

// sunday i went to church then to ninas house, then stayed up writing my essay -_-
// monday woke up at 2 and then got ready in 5 minutes record time to see lord of the rings. shiznat wut a long movie but it was soooo good. and wen frodo was about to drop in the ring i was so into it, and i was saying out loud throw it in throw it in u bastard.... until some guy told me to shutup haha... i guess i was being louder than i realized.
// tuesday went to q.o library with my girls.. haha gangsdorks =D... and studied a bit but mostly ate and fooled around. tehehe i swear i got a satisfactory amount of work done =]
// wednesday lara came over to do hair and nails. i dyed her hair black and cut it, and i did my roots. urg they came out too light [why does this happen every time???] but im hoping it doesnt look too gay. anyways even if it is u`ll still be my friend =D then i made mandoo while watching krn dramas, then talked to relatives on webcam. ahahah watching my baby cousin dance is hilariousss!!

now im settled down here all comfy, eating ºó´ë¶±(yummy krn food) hehe hoping to go to q.o again and then mall. dont u just love winter break? i lose track of time and laze my a$$ off... its great... ah thinking about going back to the regular routine >.< of waking up super early and ish makes the smile on my face disappear haha. now im starting to think of all the work i have due.. haha i sed starting.. not doing xP going to hagerstown soon! yayayay

[change to serious face] its the new year soon... i dont really have any resolutions ah actually yes i do. i want to be NICER, open up more, be closer to God, read educational books and not magazines, and maybe find that *guy xP.and get along with my mom better =/

well i hope everyone is having fun on their new years eve, and accomplish everything they hope for in the new year!!

10...9...8...7...6...5...4...3...2...1.....

HAPPY NEW YEARS!!! <3

*suenesss <3

___[12.14.o3] sunday___

merry christmASS! O_o

my wish list would be... a thousand wishes! so then i can wish for a thousand more wishes!

okok here is my real wish list

1// a hug and a kiss... havent gotten any of that in a while =/
2// gift cards or $$
3// a pretty bracelet
4// a ring [it better not come without a proposal]
5// bubble tea!
6// a manicure
7// a backpack

ok guys... i kno xmas is a great time and all and a season for giving and spirit and love and all that junx. BUT lets not forget the real meaning of it. i mean the world materializes everything, like all the holidays, and they turn it into a money making opportunity. but xmas is about Jesus. he was born on this day and given to us. the reason why xmas is a season for love is because "God has poured out his love into our hearts through the Holy Spirit". we give gifts because the three wise men gave them. so its not just a time to get everyone u kno presents, tho it is a big plus xP

*suenessss <3